disciplinater

Hi there! I am cryptomainer from eastern Europe. My business goes far away from my expectations, so as an abuser I need compensate it with sadistic treatment of smbd. It's good when this somebody is your slave.
I have wide expirience in Domination, Abuse, Sadism. I'd being living with bottom woman for 7 years, but she escaped from me a few years ago, she couldn't receive my abuse any more, but despite it we are still on contact as friends. I like psy domination and gasliting and like cause pain. But I am not a completle sadist, I take pleasure when in general partner takes pleasure, but in some moments I like when it gets pain and frustration. Pain, humiliation. shame, horror, frustration, restrictions both phisical and psycological, nervous system overload, abuse, submission can multiply women sexual pleasure and even to cause it. I am sure all the women partly subs and partly whores, so I should just help them discover it in ther minds and bodies. Only submissive pain whores can feel level of pleasure that no one else can. It's a part of pain whore defensive mechanism - to fill a sub slut blood with natural euforetics and anesthetics.
Also I am into sissyfication of feminine boys, becouse among them you can often find pain whores. Theirs super sluttnest makes a girl from a boy even without HRT, but with extra hormones their whoreness can be raised to level that helps train from them lustful animals.
My current slave Alina is one of them, but when I met her she was just a rude femboy without woman skills. She was a transgener and took disicion about the transition when was a teenager, but she looked like a crossdresser. She didint understand that her body should not be a boys body, bucause it looks like ... gey body, not woman body. She still has problems with voice but it's ok, it's not a point you can fix fast. She will spend years on this problem and I control her to solve this issue. Sometimes her moves are not feminine, but she is progressing constantly in this direction. It was a huge problem the whore is very dump and did not want to hear anything and only told me she had own principles she'd heard in hуpno training videos for sissies. One of such problems - she thought she must become dumpier and dumpier. Wtf? Okay, it's good when your sub is not Albert Einshteine, but when a slut can not buy anything in shop or can not remember simple tasks, or is not confident with the multiplication table... it's way too much. I spent a lot of resources of my own nervious system to change her mind about such kinda of degradation, but even now I am not sure she'd agreed with me or just say what I expect to hear. Yeah, another problem - the slut is lier. She lied even in questions that much easier not to lie. But no, stupit cunt lied, was coughted on lie but as a dump sheep continued to say it's not lie without any arguments. Yeah... I faced with abuse of stupidity toward me. It was rude and brutal.
Also was a problem in those training videos i suppose for cuckolds was talking she has not to cum anymore. Wtf? Why? And the stupid whore ruined her cumming mechanism, ruined sperm production to almost zero. She have not being cuming for half year and tortured her testiculas with almost permanent small metalic chastity belt. Ok, I also like chastity, but not to take orgasm off. Chastity it's a good tool for cumuliation of the sexual energy and lust. But I think if I didn't meet her, she'd lost her orgasm. It would be the most stupid what you can do to a pain whore - take off her orgasm. Orgasm is a very effective method of training, it gives motivation, our nerveous system needs orgasm at least once a week. But as usual much often. So now we return her ability to cum and only after we will start orgasm denial. Yeah, the slut harms herself much worse than any sadist can do to her. She is inaccurate and demages her body. For now her body is my property. I don't like when someone damages my fucking property. So as far as you can see the stupid whore took a not the best decision in her sissy life. For now I take decisions for her, for Alina it's much easier to live when someone helps her with it. With taking decisions.
But one of her decigions was very very good. It is to become a sissy. She started feminization of her body befor I'd met her. And she is realy beautiful girl with very girlish pretty face. She has such a perfect titties. I like her body. It's not a boy body, but a teenage girl body.
Alina liked bdsm and domination on her, but it was like a game for the stupid optimistic tart. She alvays expected just to escape when she'd feel uncomfortable. But I made it impossible.
I've filmed her when she sucked my dick. I hide cameras in books, the slut took into account broken laptop but did'not expected that in books can be hiden camera. She told very naughty humiliating things during sucking while wearing lipstip. When I showed her the video, she vas upset but excited. I saw in her eyes that she scared but part of her wanted it. Wanted to be blackmailed and enforsed. I got her. I said that will show the video to her parents and friends. She agreed to do what I want, what I demnad her.
And I asked her to became a slave. Also I promised to plunge her deeper into debauchery and lust as she wanted before, but as retribution I want her slavery and her self-development. Yep, self-development. In any direction she wants. But still she wastes time. But I am patient. And I am waiting on the stupid cunt.
May be it's only justification for my abusive sadistic mind. Like ok, I harm her, make her cry, feel pain, abuse her, but I make her better. He-he :) We will see, who knows. But I think it's even does not matter. The main standard is only the result. So does not matter what caused me push on her and abuse to start her self-development.
After the first video I filmed it on hiden camera, I pushed on her and we made the second compromising video, where she asked me to take her as slave and use pain and enforsement while training her. The second video is the most humiliating video ever, piss drinking, deepthroating, face slapping, enslavement, body writing, verbal abuse - after the second video nobody will believe that I blackmail her. She loves it, if she looks like she in the video.